Perfect imperfections

The question is almost in every artistic step. Should it be perfect captured?
Should it reflect my mind, soul or thoughts? How i define reality? The World?
What happens when we want all these together?
And how can we handle it when it doesnt exists in the end of our work? or when it does?
After months of creative and even mostly the opposite - boundet to rules - works, there is left only one desire:

Capture the frame unchained of every rule, something unperfect but unique,
something like the lights of the night with olbers paradox, reflecting colors in black and white.
only the moment where the light lays down to the shadow. The perfect imperfection.
Constantine Emer